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Holocaust(Shoah)

Here There Is No Why

The Holocaust(Shoah) is not merely the past event remembered by the novel’s characters; it is the historical wound through which their identities, ethics, politics, and family relationships are interpreted. It makes Chaim Lerner a public witness and private victim, turns Judah Loeb’s investigation into a struggle over the uses of memory, and reaches Hannah Loeb through her father’s books, her mother’s suicide, and the inherited demand to decide what the word “why” can still mean.

Historical Trauma and Family Inheritance

The Holocaust(Shoah) first appears as the defining background of Chaim Lerner’s life and work. In Judah Loeb’s understanding, Chaim symbolized the great trauma of Jewish history, while Zehava Lerner represented the political and national rebirth associated with Zionism. Yoav Lerner, in turn, carried the burden of the next generation, suffering for the trauma and mistakes of his parents. Michal stood within the same family structure, whose conflicts made one apartment resemble a compressed version of twentieth-century Jewish history.

That history was not confined to Chaim’s public identity. Zehava describes how his nightmares began ten years into their marriage, when Yoav was eight. For almost three years, Chaim kicked, groaned, and cursed in Polish between one and three in the morning. The recurring dream placed him among childhood friends transformed into SS men who pursued him with machine guns, shot him, and made him feel the physical impact before he woke. Medication suppressed the dreams only by leaving him groggy and irritable, while Yoav began having the same dreams. The Holocaust therefore entered the family not only through books and testimony but through sleep, fear, violence, and repetition.

Chaim’s trauma also shaped his conduct inside the home. His exhaustion and nightmares contributed to tantrums, slaps, and eventually violence against Zehava and Yoav. The novel does not treat survivorhood as a moral exemption: the same history that makes Chaim a witness to atrocity also becomes part of the explanation for the damage he inflicts on those closest to him. This doubleness prevents the Holocaust from functioning as a sanctifying origin story. It remains an inherited wound, but not a sufficient excuse for every later act.

Survival, Luck, and Chayut

In an interview conducted less than a month before his death, Chaim rejects any single heroic explanation for his survival. He begins with luck: he fled into the forest early in the war and therefore spent several years away from the camps, reaching the Auschwitz machine only near the end, when the Germans lost before it could close around him. His training as a chemist also helped him pass selection, although at Buna he performed no chemistry and instead hauled heavy barrels of toxic material. His fluency in German enabled him to understand the guards’ orders and avoid some beatings.

Chaim then introduces a more disturbing possibility: perhaps survival required a degree of selfishness. In the lager, he argues, a prisoner needed the instinct to enter the right line, perhaps push someone else out, and limit the sharing of bread to someone healthy enough to reciprocate. He presents this not as a boast but as a truth that writers and survivors are reluctant to admit. Survival, in this account, is not proof of superior virtue. Chaim’s father and brother became what the camp called Musselman, prisoners whose life force had visibly disappeared, although Chaim insists that they were better men than he was—stronger, more intelligent, and more generous.

His final explanation is mystical. Chaim invokes chayut, the Kabbalistic concept of vitality or life force, describing it as the highest level available to human beings, below a transcendent level associated with God. He claims that God granted survivors extra measures of chayut through an explicit creative act. Yet he immediately qualifies the claim: it is not genetics, not reward and punishment, and ultimately not meaningful in any rational sense. The Holocaust has produced a theology in which survival may be spiritually significant while remaining morally arbitrary. Chaim’s faith does not erase contingency; it gives a name to what cannot be explained.

Witnessing, Responsibility, and War

The Holocaust(Shoah) also governs how the novel distinguishes between direct violence, complicity, and nonintervention. Chaim’s son describes the massacres at Sabra and Shatila, where Israeli soldiers heard gunfire, Arabic commands, and screams before learning that hundreds of civilians, including women, babies, and children, had been murdered. Israeli forces marched into the camps and disarmed Phalangist soldiers. The chronology mattered: the Phalangists stopped when they heard that Israeli forces had been ordered to intervene, so the soldiers did not physically halt the massacre, even though their approaching intervention helped force its end.

American reporting then displaced this complicated responsibility with simpler accusations. Some reports claimed that Israel had carried out the massacres; later accounts said that Israel had “allowed it to happen.” The son insists that the truth was worse in a different way: Israeli forces did not intervene before the killings, and therefore stood in the position of bystanders. The Holocaust’s moral vocabulary returns here with particular force. A people who condemned the world for failing to intervene in the death camps now confronted its own failure to act, while public language repeatedly shifted between perpetration, permission, and standing aside.

The same inherited moral crisis appears in the account of the two Lebanese boys killed by Yoav. During an attack, Yoav heard an order to return fire and shot at what he believed were two Hezbollah fighters armed with Kalashnikovs. He struck both targets despite being known as a poor marksman, only to discover that they were ten-year-old boys without uniforms or visible weapons. His confession converts an abstract debate about military rules into an intimate catastrophe: the command to defend oneself, the presence of armed attackers, the use of children, and the impossibility of restoring the dead all collide in a single action.

The novel refuses to reduce Chaim’s possible suicide to guilt over Sabra and Shatila or to the later killing of the boys. It presents those events as part of the historical pressure surrounding the family, while also warning against the journalist’s appetite for a neat symbolic equation in which the Holocaust victim becomes the perpetrator and kills himself from unbearable moral recognition. The inherited history matters, but it does not automatically supply a final motive.

Suicide, Interpretation, and the Limits of “Why”

The Holocaust(Shoah) becomes central to the dispute over Chaim’s death because his apparent suicide contradicts the image of the survivor as a life-affirming witness. During the week of his death, Chaim was planning a film, had signed a contract for a book about Zionism, bought two tickets for a long-delayed vacation in Italy, and prepared a new course on the history of Western literature at the Hebrew University. His dean found a complete syllabus and lecture notes on his desk. Friends described him as joyful, genial, vital, loving, satisfied, and enthusiastic rather than haunted or revenge-obsessed.

His writings intensify the contradiction. In “Moments of Reprieve,” a stolen slice of apple becomes an experience of sweetness, nourishment, and miracle even inside the camp. In another discussion of camp ethics, Chaim observes that theft was celebrated because stealing meant living, but stealing without giving was a sin: even in the camp’s corrupted moral order, survival required a form of exchange. These memories do not deny horror. They insist that horror was never total, that pleasure, irony, and ethical judgment survived within it. His later theology, especially in Our Imperfect God, extends the same resistance by imagining a God of infinite love but limited power.

American writers nevertheless interpret Chaim through a pattern of Holocaust authors who died by suicide. Bella Shmozic calls him “the six million and first victim” and the eighth Holocaust writer, placing him after Paul Celan, Tadeusz Borowski, and Primo Levi. She reads one of Chaim’s stories about a blind man who suddenly gains sight, becomes overwhelmed by the world’s images, and dies of a tumor as an allegory of the Holocaust writer: someone forced to see too much, without mediation, and to turn unbearable chaos into narrative. The interpretation is powerful because it describes the burden of testimony, but the novel keeps it provisional. A theory about the Holocaust can explain almost everything after the fact, and for that very reason may explain nothing decisively.

The book extends this uncertainty across generations. Judah Loeb investigates Chaim’s death while fearing the effects of suicide on Hannah, who was five when her mother, Mary Loeb, hanged herself. Hannah initially shows little curiosity about the death, and Judah worries that the suppressed history might become a delayed psychic explosion. Years later, she asks Judah directly whether he ever thought of killing himself, forcing him to confront his own drinking, grief, and memory of finding Mary’s body. Her question links the family’s suicides to the broader historical question without making them identical.

Memory, Faith, and Refusing Closure

Hannah eventually receives Chaim’s theological legacy rather than simply inheriting his trauma. After reading books supplied by Rabbi Kaplowitz, she becomes interested in Jewish spirituality and decides to become a rabbi. In her senior sermon at Hebrew Union College, she urges listeners to consider Chaim’s idea of a God with infinite love but limited power. The Holocaust thus passes from survivor to daughter not as a fixed answer but as a continuing argument about divine power, human responsibility, and the possibility of faith after catastrophe.

The family’s final confrontation with inherited memory comes through Mary’s suicide note, which Hannah has withheld for twenty-seven years. Judah expects the message to produce love, longing, and melancholy, but irritation rises instead because Mary’s instructions to be strong and help one another do not explain why she believed suicide was necessary. Hannah, now a mother herself, answers that “Why” is not the right question and never was. Her response does not solve the Holocaust, Mary’s death, or Chaim’s fall. It changes the terms of inquiry: the demand for a final cause can become another form of domination over an experience that exceeds explanation.

For that reason, the Holocaust(Shoah) remains both the novel’s subject and its structural absence. It is approached through nightmares, testimony, war reports, theological speculation, journalism, family secrets, and the repeated deaths of people who seem to stand at different distances from it. Chaim survives Auschwitz but cannot make survival fully intelligible; Judah narrates the search for an answer but repeatedly discovers competing stories; Hannah receives the burden and refuses to pretend that a clean explanation is available. The Holocaust’s decisive significance lies in this unresolved pressure: it demands remembrance, moral judgment, and speech, while exposing how easily each can become simplification.